Dying

Dying

I can't crawl out of this hole that I'm in
nothing can stop this downward spin.

I've ruined everything we've ever had,
I'm alone again and I am horribly sad.

Sad doesn't being to explain how I feel,
it just went with the rhyme scheme,
the poetic wheel.

I feel like I wish I could die,
I wish big giant rocks would just fall out of the sky.
I wish they would fall and fall on me,
because being like this is no way to be.

I've alienated the only person I love,
the only way he'll ever come back is with help from God above.

Now I don't believe in that God,
so I know this will never be,
Nobody wants me,
not even me.